Post 87-day (11/11/2011-5/2/2012)
Orthopaedic posting, Hoshas
Currently,
Dont feel like reading medical or islamic stuff
Assessment this month, logbook 65% completed
Not satisfied with performance at work- lack of knowlegde & skill
Devastated with hospital system
Angry at certain people, had to fake a smile
Angry at certain people, had to fake a smile
Scared to start working in a new ward
Feeling guilty for not contributing for dakwah since started housemanship
Last usrah: Almost 3 weeks ago
On examination:
PHYSICAL:
-Alert, pink, GSC 15/15
-Vital signs are stable
-All systems are grossly intact
INTELECTUAL:
-Short term memory loss during rounds esp under stress
SPIRITUAL:
-Status of iman: down
Impression:
1) Spiritual Hypoglycemia
2) Impending futur
3) Underlying lack of theory knowlegde & clinical practice
Clinical plan:
GENERAL MANAGEMENT:
-self reminder on human nature: will make mistakes, not always successful, forgetful
-emphasize on the need to remain compassion & merciful
DEFINITIVE MANAGEMENT:
1) Physical management:
-to have proper meals & enough sleep
-to maintain ideal BMI
-to find time for exercise
2)Intelectual management:
-to study but not for assessment but for patients' sake in the name of Allah because it's fardu ain for me now
-to be more aggressive to get chance to do procedures in the ward
-to complete logbook
3)Spiritual management
-to correct the intention of working: to work because of Allah as ibadah
-to maintain relationship with Quran: Tilawah, Hafazan, Tadabbur
-Qiam ON
-Matsurat BD
-Fasting x 2 x 1/12
-Usrah X 1 X 1/7
-Istighfar STAT if indulged in bende2 lagho
-To not eat more than what is needed to avoid laziness
-To forgive those who hurt me before sleep
-To keep in touch with akhawat, remember them in prayer esp during doa Rabitah
-To keep in mind the issue of Palestine : Cont to boycot Israel products
-KIV discuss with naqibah if symptoms worsening
INTELECTUAL:
-Short term memory loss during rounds esp under stress
SPIRITUAL:
-Status of iman: down
Impression:
1) Spiritual Hypoglycemia
2) Impending futur
3) Underlying lack of theory knowlegde & clinical practice
Clinical plan:
GENERAL MANAGEMENT:
-self reminder on human nature: will make mistakes, not always successful, forgetful
-emphasize on the need to remain compassion & merciful
DEFINITIVE MANAGEMENT:
1) Physical management:
-to have proper meals & enough sleep
-to maintain ideal BMI
-to find time for exercise
2)Intelectual management:
-to study but not for assessment but for patients' sake in the name of Allah because it's fardu ain for me now
-to be more aggressive to get chance to do procedures in the ward
-to complete logbook
3)Spiritual management
-to correct the intention of working: to work because of Allah as ibadah
-to maintain relationship with Quran: Tilawah, Hafazan, Tadabbur
-Qiam ON
-Matsurat BD
-Fasting x 2 x 1/12
-Usrah X 1 X 1/7
-Istighfar STAT if indulged in bende2 lagho
-To not eat more than what is needed to avoid laziness
-To forgive those who hurt me before sleep
-To keep in touch with akhawat, remember them in prayer esp during doa Rabitah
-To keep in mind the issue of Palestine : Cont to boycot Israel products
-KIV discuss with naqibah if symptoms worsening
